On my way to recovery, well except my little finger that got squash by the door. Ironically, because its too light unlike all the other doors in hk. So I used too much strength to open it, and my finger got caught between it and the adjacent wall. OUCH! Trust me, it hurts. ALOT.

So since i can't type much. I'll just you know that. I didn't do well in my PHIL 1001 test - not to push the blame around but the lecturer was 20 mins late. So we had 40 mins ONLY to do the 5 short (not really) answer question and 1 50 marks essay. But after its over, the relief that came over was, just really RELIEVING.

And so I went to LKF - I thought at some point that should bring me out of my hikikomori-ness. But, I didn't have fun. And I almost bit the tongue off some guy who claimed I looked like his ex. Then, I had a epiphany. It wasn't LKF. Maybe, partly, it was the heady combination of freedom and alot of alcohol. But, mostly it was me. The sense of purpose I had. To even purposefully have fun and let go. That's the Jeanie, I am.

So, watch out world. I'm back.

P.ps: I'm still unsure, however. If the entire emo episode was caused by the pre-test stress or really just me. I would worry, if i'm not in my happy bubble.

Ps: Why is this post written on a Saturday 6.07am?? Because I had too much red wine and sake last night... That kinda overdose is keeping me high and awake :( Because my renewed purpose, brought me out to drinks and dinner with Florence and co. (girlfriend of 家佑, whom is a family friend.) I normally wouldn't have went. Considering the generation gap that they are Gen X, me Gen Y. But, I did. It surprised me that I had fun. Quite a bit of it. I like it when life surprise me. People as well. I'm invited to join them (Generation X people) to go yacht-ing (yes, that's how rich bankers in hk are) today. So I hope my adventurism will still be here after my nap. AND no matter the case, I'm just glad to say that my Canto improved LOADS. (I can finally put sentences together, albeit slowly. But, still.