How apt.

词:林夕

对我好对我好好到无路可退

可是我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回
一时进一时退保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧

享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非
就让我们虚伪 有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对 亲爱像两兄妹
爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会

残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系 你说多完美

眼看你 看著我 看得那么暧昧
被爱爱人原来一样可悲
为甚么竟然防备别人给我献媚

不能推 不能要 要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁
我所要的 她不给好像小偷一样卑微

Hi! This is ur LAST 859am reminder! Send ur pics to photos@project859.com
thank you for participating and have a great weekend! :)

Accidentally pressed paste on the phone... But anyways on my way back
home to my bed. Without lunch or food, cause I figured I could live
without food but not without sleep. If you know what I mean.

It's over. Just like that a segment of my life enters it conclusion.
My first project, to be planned, conceptualizer and implemented from
start to end. Not a full marks effort, but still better than none. To
next chapters then.

Ps: found out and learned quite abit along the way, about myself,
others and just the ways of life... I wanna say "Thank you" if you
here on this journey with me.

P.ps: Uni results should be out starting Thursday.

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as i grew older, i came to understand myself better. then learnt to hide this understanding so deep, i can't comprehend my actions.

spent about 4 days just hanging around.. 're-charging my spirit'. and i'm brought back to the same place with the same conclusion: I need to work towards my dreams, if i don't know what it is. Then I need to at least take a step forward to look for it

Time to get back in position and get my hands dirty. Focus now and finish the overdue work, essays, planning, publicity and all the other things that i've started.

And I can't forget those regret, those lessons I've learnt, and the years I've went through.

i love study groups and had alot of fun today... with wy & fan.
I wonder how much fun i missed out in sec and college not having one.

and I shudder at the thought of ALL the piled work and assignments.
Time should STOP and SLEEP when I do.
But it doesn't.

Been seriously slacking, when i really shouldn't.
Thinking about a million things at one time. and my body just freezes on my bed.

Have it ever happened to you, that you think that you're typing that god-forsaken proposal and have completed it.
Then wake up before the deadline, and realize that you haven't done a thing...

Or sit in front of the screen and play any show possible. Staring blankly, and not know why or what you're watching, just to ignore the screaming voices of work in your mind.

I see $15 725 in my head, every time I pause or turn around.
Honestly, I'm searching for the pig head. Pretty sure its hung somewhere around here.

约了以往的朋友， 发现原来我们都一样没有变地在人生摩天轮上绕着。 她也还是
乐观地寻找爱情的依靠，一个一个。 我也一样，从之前的雾里看花到今天的
风中望沙。 同一个轨道上，努力说服自己曾在这过程中成长。

问我不会累吗？ 同一天内被两个人说我太好强，应该学着软弱。 其实我也很想
的。 可是， 发现没有工作的我，没有重心，性格，也没有话说了。

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