VROOM>....

You know what I've actually been quite productive for the past two days. I've been trying to remember why I want to do this exhibition.

Looking past all the resentment, the petty quarrels, the fears and the irrational phobias of phone correspondence, the irresponsibility of the tutors, the group members and that of my own, I think I caught a wisp of my former motivation. I want to actually do something that would involve more than my little self; to move out of this emo-cave and complete something that would otherwise remain as a figment of my imagination.

For as long as that flame of purpose burns, I'll do my best. Completed 4 proposals and 1 poster in the past two days. Sent out 3 requests for recommendation letters. Completed 1/4 of both CHKU, and HKU's application. Requested for my college transcripts. Sent my SAT scores. And even researched for the taiwan trip (if its happening) through the night, yesterday. While if the project is not enough motivation on its own, I hope that at least I'll have the trip to look forward to. Though Shanghai with its World Expo, does seem pretty enticing....

ps: and friday is coming... ^^

Till then again, I hope I'll have good tidings.
[115 days till I leave the hellhole]
Jeanie