Optimism died a quick and painful death tonight.
Well to the truth, it had been on the verge of death since yesterday - when I suddenly realize my critical skills module - business writing (whose grades have been CRITICAL, since I handed in, the really bad report which took ONLY 2 hours to do) is completely graded based on group project work. That made me so stressed and upset, I couldn't even blog yesterday.

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I'm getting really sour. I apologize for my tone and I think it's the negative ions of today's mood that's rubbing onto me. We finally went out today with Jo, after her million pleas of boredom. But, all that came out of today: sour and bad vibes, really really awkward talks, a very over-priced and over-rated chocolate meal - that is giving a headache for overdosing, a lot of food, which I didn't enjoy that I ate to keep myself occupied and excused from responding, and the only bright spot: I have my phone back, with everything in tact and fixed.

It feels really good to be able to sms people and to complain to sylvie about my day, crap about with fanny, and laugh at Wy on her funny guy who likes her, but cannot be my new year resolution candidate. I really miss sms-ing...

....My vision's clouding from OD-ing chocolate. Jasmine is right, it's a torture, and I don't think I will be eating any chocolate soon. Till tomorrow then, after my class, after I settle my timetabling issues (I have a fews plans to get my way... hopefully they'll work out), and after I drop by the French school to get the course schedule. Good night.

Ps: looking on the bright side, I have budgetting done(my commencement of my frugal(to me) lifestyle), and my room's packed and a trip to pulau NTU to look forward to.

P.ps: Gossip girl coming back.... that's always a reason to be glad.

P.pPs: I'm getting really guilty not spending enough time with tongtong.. Shall walk him tomorrow...

Sometime soon (hopefully when I'm happier and less dizzy), jeanie